grow up

Feeling so shitty right now.. Cus we quarrelled once again.. Please stand up on your own, Daphne.. He might not be coming back anymore.. Please wake up your fucking mind please.. Why can't I just leave him alone.. Please learnt this lesson! At least not for you, but your future one..

Sigh.. Had been telling myself you left for oversea again.. This time same.. But you're not even mine already even for my bday! Sigh.. 

Every year since you enlisted, my bday you're not there. What make it worst now, you're not even mine already.. hais..

J, I hope while you're taking a break from now you will still think of me. Although, I know the chances of getting back is really very hard.. I'm sorry I had caused all the unhappiness to you. I should have let you go, I shouldn't pester you at all. But i can't make it. I am sorry. Sigh. 

J, don't forget the times we had.. I misses everything of us.. I will change.. 

All the harsh words from you making me having lots of heartbreak.. 

Please take care J.